The Blurrrrrs

The Blurrrrrs - Dazzle, blind, blear, dim sightedness, darkness.
State between worlds

Setting Time as in time line in life

State of beinging.

Searching for that feeling of beinging.

Shadow Bear comes forth in disguise ...feeling a huge lose (innocence ) could be anything a lost finger, a lost pencil,,,etc.


Shadow Bear is there....you see blurrss...it begins with.....blurrs here....the violent part all hell breaks out you hear screems, you see people hitting others (blurrs) you see and hear screems (Blurrs) and tears,,, you see teeth being punched out of of someones face. You see blood all over and you know it is not your blood...but you really don't know?....(Blurrss) maybe you hit someone?.... all you know, is it is not over.,...(Blurrrrs) even when the silence comes you know it is not over. You go numb like a switch just turned you off....(blurrs) and another person immerges from you and performs the next phase you need to get through what comes next...(blurrrrrs). You want to turn off (The Blurrs) and go to sleep and wake up and it will all be a bad dream...but that is not the way it goes.The Blurrrs are reality.

It all seems sooo real....or like a dream....I wish I could sleep.

out.

Welcome

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Lockdown

Sedition: disobedient, defient, unrest

Stoic: unemotional, phlegmatic, insensititivity, impassive calmn ess unanxiety.

It starts with the blurrrs. like waking up in a place you have never been. With people you don't know. Then...

Inert: listless, slowness, paralyzed, motionless.

Violation:....of innocents, here is an extreem feeling of hurt, betrayal....deceit,...etc

Once waking up (in the dark) in some wooded area naked. Believe me...please believe me ...I don't lie about this stuff!!.....like(playing wolf)

This is where Shadow Bear becomes present with it's heroism in tact.

Where the violence once was is now tranquil,...all is well.

What really happened is now covered or set ready for future use. now is still calm....not really knowing what to do next.

I suppose it is the survival thing within us that triggers the Shadow Bear. Whenever it happens there seems to be an inert feeling.

When one feels all is well ....it is not really...because all else inside (Sedation - defient, disobedient, unrest) tell a different story...the truism of how to deal with or walk in this life knowing what happened, had actually happened. Thank GOD for Shadow Bear.

Stay aware of what comes next not even Shadow Bear can tell you what to do....it is like a suspense story.....it doesn't seem real ...but it is.

Creation

This image is one of my creations when I got bored I started painting on this piece of cardboard. Which I use for my left over sewing stuff.

Songs into Elvish (Tolkien Elvish)

Note: All Songs are Translated as best as could be. Some words just aren't in the elven language

May it Be Nai undomë

May it be star-opening; twilight

Sila ndu tenn’lye

Shines down from high on thou

Nai huine lantar

May it be darkness falls

Lyeorëuva vanya

Thou heart will (be) fair

Lye ran ereb tier

Thou wander lonely roads

A! Lye haello mar

O! Thou far from home

Mornie utúlië

Darkness has come

Estel a utuvelyuva lye pata

Hope and find thou will thou way

Mornie alantië

Darkness has fallen

Onaraquetta quinelyesse

Noble word to live thou in

Nai I athi oma

May it be the shadows voice

Fananduva kel

Cloud down from high will flow away

Nai lye pel menepatatier / vanpata menetier

May it be thou go around thousand way roads / to pass way thousand roads

Galadior

Light the day

Dú utulie’n

Night has come

Nailye ortanë hirianor

May it be thou lifted up to find the sun

Mornie utúlië

Darkness has come

Estel a utuvelyuva lye pata

Hope and find thou will thou way

Mornie alantië

Darkness has fallen

Onaraquetta quinelyesse

Noble word to live thou in

Onaraquetta quinelyesse

Noble word to live thou in

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Gollum's Song

Si ar galad

Now without light

Si Mornië lantar

Now darkness falls

Si ar mel

Now without love

Mel na úsi

Love is not here

Úped namarië

Not say farewell

Úped úim estel

Not say not I hope

Hin dim ulma metnal

These sad rain we cry

Na lantaith ulma

Is falling rain

An ilúve caitlye pednin

For the all lies say for me

I nwalme! I úlaitmän!

The torment! The not praise good!

Metuva dénië ner

We will lament to be alone

Nelmet vanwa

We be lost

Met núdolmar

We may not head home

Imetesse

In the end

Nuvan nuvan

I will be (what) I will be

Ú män mellon

No good friend

Nant oi nevnin

Was ever hither for me

Si met pednamarië

Now we say farewell

Pedmet úlye estel

We say not thou hope

Hin dim ulma lyenal

These sad rain thou cry

Teltúl

To be last come

N ú-chebin I caita

May not kept the lies

I nwalme! I úlaitmän!

The torment! The not praise good!

Ar uvalye dénië

And thou will lament

Velye túli met er

As thou to come the end alone

Nalye vanwa

Thou is lost

Lye núdolmar

Thou may not head home

Nalye vanwa

Thou is lost

Lye núdolmar

Thou may not head home

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O Canada

A Canada! Noorelma armar

Oh Canada! Native land our and home!

Anwa voronwë mel ilyesselma yondo kaan

True steadfast(loyal) love in all our sons command.

O silde orë kena’lme le ora

With gleaming hearts we see thee rise,

I anwa forte tulkar mirima!

The True North strong and free!

E palana Canada,

From far and wide, O Canada,

‘lme varya le

We protect thee.

Ilúvatar cheblma bara alcarin ar fainu!

God keep our land glorious and free!

A Canada, ‘lma varya le.

O Canada, We protect thee.

A Canada, ‘lma varya le.

O Canada, We protect thee.

(PS i apologise for the formatting, blogging is new to me)

Shadow Bear

Shadow-obscure, shade, gray, darkness, pursuer, tail, skip tracer, following, profile, silhoutte, shape, tag after, stalk, trail. Darkness

Bear: Animal, endure, tolerate, bring forth, produce, yeild, birth, deliver, transfer

Shadow Bear- This is a spectactulare"thing"because this shadow bear can shape shift to any people place or thing. Shadow bear can explain, descibe, or rationlaize the pain within. Shadow bear will tell you how it was created."ALL" things (people places and things)the cast is (IT) It being the Shadow bear.

Shadow bear tells the story of "its" life. I say "it" because "it" follows me everywhere I go.

The shadow bear has many shapes..."it" accepts all. relatives friends etc...."It" gathers all pain horrific events and turns them into things we can tolerate until a later date....when we least expect it ...we are thrown into an abise of hatred and termoil.

The darkness it gathers through its life grows darker and darker as it ages.
Most of which can be easily triggered it's darkness by sound, light, smell and can cause you to do crazy things...things you wouldn't normally do.

About you, start with self. Set your tree. (family tree). time line. start a draft.

Out.

my apartment

i thought about what to do about getting my apartment to look nicer. first i would need some new appliances and furniture. i would need to save some money. it would be hard as i only work part time. i started to save money.soon i had enough for a home entertainment system.it was great.i could listen to music, watch vcr or dvds. then i decided to get a new t.v. . so i saved up more money.i finally got enough money to buy the t.v. i wanted. so i got the t.v.

'during buying all of these articles my sister helped me. she drove me around ,helped me pick out things and took me for lunch. i really was thankful for all her help. now that i started sprucing up my apartment i needed some new furniture. i needed a reclining chair and a new futon mattress. it would take a large amount of money. so i saved for awhile and finally had enough money.so i called my sister and she helped me once again.i got a recliner chair and futon mattress. it really looked good in my apartment. now with the help of sistor and my job i have a nice place to come home to.