12 February 2008

Lockdown


Sedition: disobedient, defient, unrest

Stoic: unemotional, phlegmatic, insensititivity, impassive calmn ess unanxiety.

It starts with the blurrrs. like waking up in a place you have never been. With people you don't know. Then...

Inert: listless, slowness, paralyzed, motionless.

Violation:....of innocents, here is an extreem feeling of hurt, betrayal....deceit,...etc

Once waking up (in the dark) in some wooded area naked. Believe me...please believe me ...I don't lie about this stuff!!.....like(playing wolf)

This is where Shadow Bear becomes present with it's heroism in tact.

Where the violence once was is now tranquil,...all is well.

What really happened is now covered or set ready for future use. now is still calm....not really knowing what to do next.

I suppose it is the survival thing within us that triggers the Shadow Bear. Whenever it happens there seems to be an inert feeling.

When one feels all is well ....it is not really...because all else inside (Sedation - defient, disobedient, unrest) tell a different story...the truism of how to deal with or walk in this life knowing what happened, had actually happened. Thank GOD for Shadow Bear.

Stay aware of what comes next not even Shadow Bear can tell you what to do....it is like a suspense story.....it doesn't seem real ...but it is.

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