26 February 2008

sick

Sick in bed no where to go but down. More time on my hands to read and do nothing but sleep. I can't sleep because I'm too sick nothing works I'm done with being sick. The best thing is for me to get over it .

25 February 2008

THIS IS ME....HELLO

I am older then you think.
I never lie about my age I am courageous and fearless not out of stupidity but from fear itself.I have aged well...I have collected all I need to move onto the next challenge in life. My body has had the experience of life ...it has given life and in turn I have gave it many battles to concure Now I am alone and I have no one to show me the way. It is only me left to follow the shadow of trueth. I can only move forward as time ticks on...and see what comes next....




because, garanteed, there is something coming next, you can count on that!

23 February 2008

HI, I am Teresa.

I want to learn math again. I forgot most of the math that I did learn in High school.

16 February 2008

A Creative Thought Bubble




When all is well,... you are in a creative mood,.... you start breathing shallow and loud...you look at this picture...this is how I feel... I rest.

The Blurrrrrs




The Blurrrrrs - Dazzle, blind, blear, dim sightedness, darkness.
State between worlds

Setting Time as in time line in life

State of beinging.

Searching for that feeling of beinging.

Shadow Bear comes forth in disguise ...feeling a huge lose (innocence ) could be anything a lost finger, a lost pencil,,,etc.


Shadow Bear is there....you see blurrss...it begins with.....blurrs here....the violent part all hell breaks out you hear screems, you see people hitting others (blurrs) you see and hear screems (Blurrs) and tears,,, you see teeth being punched out of of someones face. You see blood all over and you know it is not your blood...but you really don't know?....(Blurrss) maybe you hit someone?.... all you know, is it is not over.,...(Blurrrrs) even when the silence comes you know it is not over. You go numb like a switch just turned you off....(blurrs) and another person immerges from you and performs the next phase you need to get through what comes next...(blurrrrrs). You want to turn off (The Blurrs) and go to sleep and wake up and it will all be a bad dream...but that is not the way it goes.The Blurrrs are reality.

It all seems sooo real....or like a dream....I wish I could sleep.

out.

14 February 2008

Welcome

Welcome to our Blog We are a group from a creative writing class, Who want to share our works with the world. Please feel free to look at are blog and let us know what you think. Thank You Right to Write BC

12 February 2008

Lockdown


Sedition: disobedient, defient, unrest

Stoic: unemotional, phlegmatic, insensititivity, impassive calmn ess unanxiety.

It starts with the blurrrs. like waking up in a place you have never been. With people you don't know. Then...

Inert: listless, slowness, paralyzed, motionless.

Violation:....of innocents, here is an extreem feeling of hurt, betrayal....deceit,...etc

Once waking up (in the dark) in some wooded area naked. Believe me...please believe me ...I don't lie about this stuff!!.....like(playing wolf)

This is where Shadow Bear becomes present with it's heroism in tact.

Where the violence once was is now tranquil,...all is well.

What really happened is now covered or set ready for future use. now is still calm....not really knowing what to do next.

I suppose it is the survival thing within us that triggers the Shadow Bear. Whenever it happens there seems to be an inert feeling.

When one feels all is well ....it is not really...because all else inside (Sedation - defient, disobedient, unrest) tell a different story...the truism of how to deal with or walk in this life knowing what happened, had actually happened. Thank GOD for Shadow Bear.

Stay aware of what comes next not even Shadow Bear can tell you what to do....it is like a suspense story.....it doesn't seem real ...but it is.